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Mocha

HELLO. I'm Jasmine Alyssa
And i'm SIXteen this year :D
People wish me 'happybirthday' on every 30.08 !
Buy me chocolates and i will love you to bits!:D





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Pose

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 5:52 AM


Gawd. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of it. I have no idea where to go or what to do next. It's driving me crazy.

It's so close, yet, so far. It's just a feeling I have. Honestly, it's been eight months. Ohmigee. EIGHT FREAKING MONTHS. I've been holding on for EIGHT frigging months. I have nowhere to go. No one to turn to. Im just LOST.

What should I do? What's the next step that I should take? To tell or not to tell. That's the question. *oh, Shakespeare. I just wish I have your ability to make the thoughts I have in my head now into words and to let him read it.* I just hope he has a little bit of knowledge on what I've been keeping inside of me for so dang long. Just a tinsy winsy bit is all I ask for. I want him to know, so badly. It's tearing me apart, I assure that. I have completely no idea what to do , at all.
:(

Does anyone know how I feel? Do you know? Sometimes I feel like the whole world is turning its back on me. Everyone's happy, except ME. Not one person understands how I feel. God, HELP ME. I don't want to go on like this. Help me, please. :(