HELLO. I'm Jasmine Alyssa
And i'm SIXteen this year :D
People wish me 'happybirthday' on every 30.08 !
Buy me chocolates and i will love you to bits!:D
Screw the time. Holiday is almost over. Everything is going to be back to normal. School, Tuition, and it's worst for me this year. Bio, Chem, Physics, Addmaths. New subjects are knocking on my study door and I must invite them in. More and more challenges are ahead of me. A new year, A new challenge.
Everyday is a challenge. And we have to go through them every minute, every second it comes knocking on your door. Im tired of being confused and I'm taking chances to find a new way to go through life.
Im afraid. Im afraid of lots of things. Im afraid of the new responsibilities ahead of me. Im afraid of growing up. I am not sure if I am ready for the future. Time is definitely not on my side. Life is definitely a challenge. A new year, A new challenge. More and more things are getting more and more difficult by the minute. Challenges, how should I handle you? I have a lot of questions about life, my life. It seems like everyone is handling their life and problems very well while on the other hand, Im not even close to perfecting them. I have questions and no answers.
Please, GOD, please guide me through my life. I promise to live life to the fulllest but im afraid to be alone.I am afraid to be invisible. I need You to be there for me, every minute of it. Please be by my side guiding me. Amen.
But, I cannot be afraid. I must be strong. For both myself and everyone around me. I gotta stay strong for me. I have a lot of questions about life. The answers are yet to be found. I have to go through life and find those answers little by little. I have to change my life. I got to live my life for me.
It's time to change my life. Live my life for myself and not others.I'd like to share this song with you guys. INVISIBLE by Jennifer Hudson. Just listening to it reflects the life I am living now. It really suit the position I am in right now. A lot of problems are yet to be solved and I need to solve it myself.
Lyrics: I’ve opened my eyes I’m changing my life And now I’m gonna live my life for me Cause this aint how it’s suppose to be No more standing in the back of the line Cause I’m invisible for the last time
Why can’t you see me Do I even really matter You’ve changed me completely And I remember how it used to be
(background) I got questions but no answers Yeah yeah I’m tired of being confused & now I gonna take my chance & fly I’m taking back my life
(background) I gotta find me another way (Find another way) Cause I don’t wanna stay another day Time for a change in my life I’ve opened my eyes I’m changing my life [ Jennifer Hudson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And now I’m gonna live my life for me Cause this aint how it’s suppose to be No more standing in the back of the line Cause I’m invisible for the last time
This can’t be it for me This can’t be all I’m made for And no more time to waste in this life It’s my time to shine No more feeling insufficient I’m gonna make my own decisions It don’t matter what you can or cannot see I’m doing this for me
(background) I gotta find me another way (Find another way) Cause I don’t wanna stay another day Time for a change in my life I’ve opened my eyes I’m changing my life And now I’m gonna live my life for me Cause this aint how it’s suppose to be No more standing in the back of the line (I’m invisible for the last time) Cause I’m invisible for the last time
Can you see me (Can you see me) I know you see me (I know you see me)
(background) No more standing in the back of the line Cause I’m invisible for the last time (Can you see me) (I know you see me) No more standing in the back of the line Cause I’m invisible for the last time
