Mocha
HELLO. I'm Jasmine Alyssa
And i'm SIXteen this year :D
People wish me 'happybirthday' on every 30.08 !
Buy me chocolates and i will love you to bits!:D
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 12:19 AM
I don't want to say this, but I am officially broken hearted.Now I know what he wants but it's not me.The words he sent to me was like a knife that had pierced through my oh-so fragile heart.I know it sounds lame, but I did felt it.I never felt this pain before.Damn. I feel so uneasy right now.Like Im ready to throw up or something. The pain is unpredictable yet hurtful. Don't ever let your hopes on someone too high or you'll just end up like me. Useless. I know I should not let myself be pitiful. I dont want to be like this. I have never thought that I'll be the one to get hurt after so many days of listening and hearing other people's problem. It's like a disease getting ready to get into your flesh and veins and eat you alive. Alright, Im getting out of topic. But you do get the point right?
And thanks to Esther for the gifts she bought. She had a week full of fun and SHOPPING at KL. At least she did not forget us. Hahah. Thanks again Babe. You won't be forgotten when Im out of Miri as well next time.
Speaking of outside Miri, Malaysia to be exact. I got the form for the student exchange thingy from MR. Yuan. I am still trying to make up my mind if I want to go to Spain or Japan for the student exchange thingy. The thing is, if I pick JAPAN, the whole two week exchange will be sponsored. On the other hand, Spain sounds so awesome. And I will be given Spanish lessons at my host country. How awesome is that?! But the thing is that the fee is like RM 12,000 lor. Damn expensive but the trip there would be from Dec 2010 until Feb 2011. *inserts big smiley face* Mum and Dad said that the one to Japan is so much more better as it will be sponsored. I like the country Japan as well. Hrmmm, I guess I'll just go with Japan then. I hope I got picked for the trip and I might be the first one to go to Japan in my family. OMG, OMG, OMG.... can't wait till then !
But again, I cannot put my hopes so high as I might get disappointed AGAIN.
I will put myself for a busy week or so as to cure and give my heart a rest from all the chaos I've been through today. "A remedy for all broken hearts is just not to think about it" but I cannot not think about it. It's just there. I can't let it out of my head. Guess I'll just have to live with it for a few days, weeks, months or so. I can't tell how long I'll be like this depressed. I'll try to be myself again. Damn, love sucks. H e just crushed my fragile heart. I hate being like this.
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